I have been so bummed these past couple of months. I do not know how I survive. I have broken down many times but still manage to kept my head above water. I did not expect the problems that have welcomed me when I got back home from my vacation. My hubby’s health problems put me in a nerve wracking situation. I don’t have anyone that I can count on except my hubby. Fortunately, he stays strong and keeps on fighting. Now, he is feeling better than a month or two ago.
Stressful and Is Getting Me Down
I also have my own health concerns. I want to be a mother. I want to have my own kids. I have been wanting to get pregnant for about two years now but have not been successful. I have been having a hard time conceiving. I visited my OB-GYN in the Philippines and went through some tests. She said that everything was fine and that I could get pregnant.
Life is unfair because others have more than what they can handle while I don’t have any. My hubby and I have been thinking about giving in-vitro fertilization a try but it is expensive and we don’t have health insurance. All of this is very stressful and it is getting me down. It seems like I was not destined to be happy. I have been trying to divert my mind to other things. Exercising helps a bit but only for a short period of time.